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Apparently, there are five planets in Retrograde right now. This explains why I’ve been getting vivid dreams of random people from the past and how I saw a Starbucks Barista that I know from last year at one store working at my local Starbucks.
But not only that. These powerful astrological changes are the reason why I still didn’t write about my Bangkok trip and the crazy stories of misalignment and weird encounters. I have so many pictures and stories to share from that trip (I went to two different cities in Thailand) and I just can’t seem to write lately.
We also have another Mercury Retrograde coming up and the pre-shadow phase starts on November 7!
The good news about all of this astrological madness is that with these changes, comes a lot of leveling up and releasing of old karmic cycles – Yay!
Who wouldn’t want to up-level to the next chapter where we have everything that we’ve been manifesting for the past couple of years – or maybe even decade?
So I’m excited to see my manifestations come into reality with all these planetary shifts and movements.
Talking about manifestation, I promised in this blog post to explain the difference between the energy which you manifest from.
Manifesting from the Energy of Wanting and Waiting
In a trip to Cyprus that I made in December of 2022, I remember being at an art gallery in Nicosia and having a conversation with the woman who’s at the front desk.
I asked her about where I could meet creative people in the city. She replied: “Creative people spend their time at home, creating.”
She was right. And although I’ve always lived from that energy (now that I uncovered my true self, I embody that energy even more), I was still manifesting from the energy of wanting or waiting.
What this means is that I was trying to grab something that’s not already mine. I thought/lived/acted as if I’m creating something for myself from the void! As if I’m building the blocks of my dream person and life.
When in reality, my dream life already exists in another dimension and all I have to do is to line up with it by feeling good and by embodying that version of me that already has its dream man!
Manifestation coaches keep repeating this statement but it can sound so vague and theoretical. I myself had trouble understanding the concept of lining up with the energy of my dream life and person. Like what does that even mean?!
I’m here to explain to you the difference. In my Nicosia story, I was manifesting from the energy of wanting or waiting. It was as if I wasn’t enough and I had to get hold of my dream person and life. It felt like this dream life was something outside of me and I had to reach out and grab it. As if meeting other creative people was the gateway to that dream life! LOL
Now that I think of it, it’s actually really funny. Because these days, I manifest from an entirely different vibration or energy. Let me explain.
Manifesting from the Energy of Being
After years of doing the inner and spiritual growth work, I can say that I now feel confident in my own skin and am content and happy.
Of course, getting to this stage took years of dedicated spiritual growth and healing work. And I share this journey with practical steps in my ebook – you can get it here for an introductory price of $9.99 USD.
Today, I’m being the person who already has their dream person and life. What this means is that I think, feel, live and act like that person who feels complete.
I’m not looking outside of myself for that dream life or person – because I’m already living it.
For example, I spend a lot of time creating at home. If I’m not blogging, then I’m cooking. And I really enjoy cooking and trying out new recipes.
I love listening to smooth jazz, soul, vocal jazz and old school music. I plan trips and I travel (mostly to Bali) and I don’t wait for my person to show up in the 3D – because that would be the energy of waiting.
To sum it up, I’m embodying the creative person that I’m manifesting. Because I am a creative person in essence. So I’m not trying to create anything out of nothing. I’m just being the person who already has their dream life and person. And feeling good because that’s how it feels when you already have your dream life and person!
If this explanation is a bit confusing to you, I encourage you to get my ebook where I share in practical steps and personal stories how I shifted my energy from ‘wanting’ and feeling desperate to ‘being’ and feeling good about myself and my life.
If you have any thoughts or questions, feel free to share or ask.
The ebook is designed to help you build your self-worth, learn how to set boundaries, uncover your true self and so much more. It’s only $9.99 USD for a limited time. You can get it from this page.
Love,
Leela
