Navigating Life on my Own
Since I got back from my last Bali trip, I’ve had to do back-to-back things and these included some health issues.
I saw a Gastro health doctor and even got a colonoscopy done! This was my first time in my entire life to go to an operation room and get sedated. It was an interesting experience and I’m so grateful that the results came out clear.
I also had to renew my passport and I’m thankful that I managed to get that done online.
I was reunited with a really good old hygienist and that was a very aligned and positive experience.
But the last health issue was so annoying and weird. It felt like it was connected to Mercury Retrograde somehow.
After getting a tiny paper bag cut on my arm, I developed a redness and skin inflammation. It only started to heal yesterday! This cut happened on November 13 and it took this long for the skin inflammation to heal.
I think that this Mercury Retrograde (we’re still in the post-shadow phase) was very intense and powerful. Did you experience any weird and frustrating issues or encounters?
Google is not an Emotional Support System!
I felt like sharing my thoughts and feelings in today’s post to see if anyone else feels the same way.
I basically feel fed up of having to navigate life on my own and to figure things out as I go along the way.
The funny thing is that I can’t keep relying on Google for looking up everything that I experience! Because Google doesn’t have all the answers and it certainly can’t offer emotional support!
The mainstream online search engine can’t replace having a loving partner who can listen to all your worries and offer comfort and reassurance.
You definitely can’t compare spending time researching all sorts of physical symptoms and trying to figure out what’s wrong with your body with having an understanding human being to share things with.
Someone who will listen, offer support and accompany you to the hospital, clinic or pharmacy. Or even to the nearest grocery store to get healthy food that heals any physical symptom.
2026: Year of the Horse
Although I’m following all the spiritual signs for manifesting my person and I believe and trust that he will show up at the right time and place, I can’t help but feel exhausted of being single and navigating life alone.
The good news is that the year 2025 ended a cycle of old patterns and karma. We were clearing the old patterns and energy. Going through the lessons for one last time before the energy shifts next year to new momentum and new beginnings.
The year 2026 is the year of the horse and this means forward movement, expansion, abundance and wealth.
Are you also tired of being a strong, independent woman?
What are your plans for the festive season and new year?
Love,
Leela
